| i am getting super fat =_=
goshh
i shud stop eating like a pregnent women ;p |
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| you have no idea what it feels like to have no one in this world help you
especially your parents.
you have no idea what it feels like to be rejected
by the ones you can't be rejected by.
it's so bad to have no where to turn to but yourself
using yourself as an only resource to get what you need nd' not want is so unbearably hard.
losing all hope is the lowest you can degrade yourself.
i need GOD.i alwaiis need GOD.
this whole blog sounds like a mo'frkin` cliche`
as cliche it is
as true it is.
someone help me.
not only in talks.
but in the walks.
God, I am far away from home.
I need your help until I get there
all i need is what i have been asking for.
This is making me into a stronger person,
but why does becoming a strong person have to be so hard?.
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if the way my life rite now was to be how my rest of my life would be like.I would have a very good reason to think about slowly dying.
my life is not HORRIBLE,but more like it's verryy useless nd has no point.
it's like i live just because im alive,and not because i want to.
i have tryd to find happyness in the temporary things like guys anf friends.
but i need to find something that is there for good
such as friends,goals and non-jerky guys.
i seriously have nothing to look forward to.nothing nothing nothing
i wish i can find something,but i can't
i want to find GOD,but i guess i have to verrryyy hard and pretty much try hard in almost everyhtingg.
im so tired of trying to pursue the things i want and need in life.
i never really get it.
maybe the tempoary matireal good like ipods,clothes,money nd etc.
but not a new life.
i want to get out of LA
now now now.
not only for a heck of a new stry..but it's slowly runing me.
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| Finish the sentence:
1. My Ex is: non existent
2. I am listening to: my ipod
3. Maybe I should: go wrk out with jenny
4. I love: jesus?
5. My best friend: s are all in my head
6. I don't understand: my bio project
7. I lose: to alotta things
8. People tell me: that im annoying :[
9. The meaning of my screen name is: girlfrommarina16/ iM NOT ViET NiGG
10. Love is: non existent nd very creepy
11. Somewhere, someone is: thinking about me <33
12. i will always: a hot hot kidd :D
13. Forever seems: to make me cry
14. I never want to: get fat
15. My cell phone is: somewheree
16. When I wake up in the morning: i go bacc to sleep
17. I get annoyed when: people criticize me =(
18. Parties are: seem so unreal
19. My DOG is: going to die if it ever enters my house!
20. Kisses are the worst when: its juss meaning less :D
21. Today I: sleptt
22. Tonight I will: go to sleep
23. Tomorrow I will: go to work :[
24. I really want: icecream! |
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| This banger that i know has one thing in common with me
..we both live..just cause we have to..and not because we want to.
we are both tired and sick of everything.i would have never thaught
that someone who seems so different from me can be soo much alike like me.
Even if we are so far away from eachtoher..
I feel that he is more nearer to him than all these people i see everyday.
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| AT burbank wiff` holly and jueey ;]
so many flip nd viet hotties.
watchu seyin` jueey?.hahaha |
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